Total Bellas: Nikki Bella Is ‘NOT Excited’ On Wedding Dresses for John Cena Nuptials
Nikki Bella gets exciting news in Total Bellas kicks pisode two — World Wrestling Entertainment, Inc has cleared her to wrestle again!. However, Nikki is still dealing in her personal life, with the struggle of wanting kids, but knowing her fiancee, John Cena, does not want to be a dad.
She is still having cold feet about marriage as she is celebrating her engagement with John Cena on this week’s episode of Total Bellas. It was heartbreaking moment when Nikki realised that she didn’t want to marry John Cena while she was trying on her wedding dress.
John Cena and Nikki Bella “already have wedding plans” and E! execs are in the loop. She will walk with her ‘man of dreams’ in the episode but will it be easy for her to push her feelings aside. “I don’t know. There is just something that’s not feeling right,” she says in a clip shared by E! Online. But she promises John that she’ll stop worrying about what might go wrong and focus on enjoying herself.
“I thought you’re supposed to be excited for this. Like when you watch the movies, or all I hear from my friends is like, ‘Oh my god, greatest day, break out the champagne'”, Nikki said in a VT. “And like for me I’m just like, ‘Okay let’s make this quick’. There’s just something not feeling right.”
The scene then cuts to Nikki and John’s engagement party, where she said she felt like she was “forcing smiles”. This comes after news that she tried to return her diamond engagement ring to John when they split over a month ago.
“It’s crazy because I am not that person,” she says. “I’ve been looking forward to this forever.”
“So the engagement party is here. I feel so overwhelmed,” Nikki shared. “I honestly feel like I’m about to have an anxiety attack. I just feel like I’m on this roller coaster of emotions and I feel like I’m going to explode. It’s just all too much for me.”
John then makes a speech and tells everyone at the party that they’ve decided to get married in Napa Valley.
She wants children, but John doesn’t, and it’s sure to have rubbed salt in the wound when her sister-in-law Lauren hijacked the celebration to announce that she’s pregnant with her second child. Nikki now has to be reminded that yet another person around her is pregnant, while she’ll never have kids herself.
After she tells everyone her baby news, Nikki turns away and takes a big gulp of champagne. She later tells the cameras: “I just know deep down I want a baby.”
The clip then cuts to John and Nikki talking as they sit at the end of their bed, and we see the moment their relationship ends. John Cena’s not surprised — because he told her so many times. “I’m not sure that we should go through with this,” says 41 years old wrestler who was previously married Elizabeth Huberdeau from 2009–2012.
“I kept it because, honestly, I think that John and I will probably end up together. He is my best friend and I love him,” she told Life & Style a day before. The beauty also explained to the site why she canceled her wedding. “I just didn’t want to walk down that aisle and give those vows and have hesitation or have regret,” she said.
Total Bellas airs Sunday at 9 p.m. on E!